well, everyone have various kinds of fantasies. like what they want to be and what they don't want to be. simply its to be or not to be. similarly everyone has right to think , to broaden his horizon to let the inlet of thoughts flow. may be in this exercise, sometime you met one of your wildest/craziest fantasy.
today i was thinking of my days when i was a child, crazy for cricket, TV, then i went to school then college, then suddenly something stopped me, in these past pictures, i recalled one fantasy which i thought when i was may be 15-16yr old. i dont know how would this sound to you, but believe me i was pretty serious and dedicated that time and was really looking forward to convert this fantasy into reality. i dont know what is the best way to explain it. ok let me try:
it was vacations, may be summer vacations. As ususal watching TV, doing some holidays homework and planning for some cricket match in the evening. for the first time in my life, i sit and heard patiently one full lesson of Bhagavad Gita and i find my inclination towards these things. i started watching Asa ram bapu etc (thats the only name i remember) satsang with my GrandMother. and thought that these guys are doing such a good work, in a way earning points in god diary. suddenly A thought flowed into my mind that why shdn't i pussue this field not for lifetime though. you wont believe but i decided that to earn some points in god diary, i'll take this field for an year and i'll repeat same lines what these ppl say, though in a different manner. i'd started learning some lines these sant mahatama speak and attract audience. I thought i'd take some religious/bhakti books from my grandmom and will just repeatedly speak in my daily avtar and will get accolades from crowd :)
and after 1 year, i'd pursue my professional career. and continue it.
now when i think of that day, i just laugh on myself. wow, what a weird infact what a crazy fantasy anyone can think of.
now see where i am now. its been almost 2.5 years since i graduated and stepped into corporate life and continuing......
I am sure its not that crazy, but surely its one of my crazy moment in my life.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
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