A very touching song..
I just love the way the guy sang the word 'Jana' in line "Tune mere jaana..Kabhi nahi jana..", deep emotions :)
The video and song can be heard from :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-sB46QfyAAc
or search "emptiness tune meri jaana song" on google.
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Ho love of mine..
with a song and a whine..
You’re harsh and divine..
like truths and a lie..
but the tale end is not here..
I’ve nothing to fear..
for my love is yell of giving and hold on…
in the bright emptiness..
in a room full of it..
is the cruel mistress ho ho o…
I feel the sunrise..
that nest all hollowness..
for i have the way to go.. not come…
And i feel so lonely yea..
There’s a better place from this emptiness..
And i’m so lonely yea..
There’s a better place from this emptiness.. yei yei yei ya….
Aa.. aa.. aa…..
Tune mere jaana..
Kabhi nahi jana..
Ishq mera dard mera.. haaye…
Tune mere jaana..
Kabhi nahi jana..
Ishq mera dard mera …
Aashiq teraaa..
Bheed mein khoya rehta hai..
Jaane jahaan a..
Puchho toh itna kehta hai..
And i feel so lonely yea..
There’s a better place from this emptiness..
And i’m so lonely yea..
There’s a better place from this emptiness.. yei yei yei ya….
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Sunday, February 6, 2011
Friday, February 4, 2011
forgiveness
There was a story I heard and which basically tells you that if you cant forgive someone you will carry that weight in your mind till the end of your life. It will pain you when you remember those moments/events/days. An adage "time is the best medicine". With time everything heals up, unless you keep scratching it. In another story, i read that if you can't forgive, you just stay there and can't move on in life.
Life is a vicious cycle, it throws back everything you did, as said the good and bad things. You really can’t fully understand the feelings of other person, unless you face the similar situation, though how hard you try to imagine. Be it losing a job, losing an interview, losing your near-dear ones, relationships and the list continues.
So I started with topic forgiveness, change my route to give and take. You might be wondering what’s the connection?
Yes, there is a link, if you can forgive someone, I bet my life, you'll feel alleviated, and that weight on your little head will gradually disappear. But yes someone should not be that generous Gandhiji, if someone slaps on your one face, you show the way to other part of your face. Incorrigible mistakes can't be forgiven.
May be unintentionally, sometimes we hurt someone and doesn't realize that time unless you travels to other end to realize the pain. So that time, you realize you'd also done those unintentional mistakes in your life, so why do you have grudges, forgive and live the life.
As rightfully said:
You should add life to age, not age to life :)
Life is a vicious cycle, it throws back everything you did, as said the good and bad things. You really can’t fully understand the feelings of other person, unless you face the similar situation, though how hard you try to imagine. Be it losing a job, losing an interview, losing your near-dear ones, relationships and the list continues.
So I started with topic forgiveness, change my route to give and take. You might be wondering what’s the connection?
Yes, there is a link, if you can forgive someone, I bet my life, you'll feel alleviated, and that weight on your little head will gradually disappear. But yes someone should not be that generous Gandhiji, if someone slaps on your one face, you show the way to other part of your face. Incorrigible mistakes can't be forgiven.
May be unintentionally, sometimes we hurt someone and doesn't realize that time unless you travels to other end to realize the pain. So that time, you realize you'd also done those unintentional mistakes in your life, so why do you have grudges, forgive and live the life.
As rightfully said:
You should add life to age, not age to life :)
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Arrange marriage is an Art
Finally After lots of hide and seek with myself, I am going to write my feelings, thoughts on arrange marriage.
I have grown up with a belief that there is someone special made for every one. And I seriously wonder where she will be at this moment, what is she doing right now. I fall in love , though I have not seen her. I truly believe in an adage “love is blind”, but I have added some more words to it. “love is not only blind, but also deaf and dumb”
Sometimes I think, since god has made someone for everyone, how would I recognize her, will there be some sign, I mean some bells will ring in my ear, or some signals will be received in my brain (I cant escape from my techie lines). Will those feeling will be mutual. Will there be love at first sight? I felt excited by scratching my head and rubbing my brains on this topic.
D-day came when I said yes to my parents that they can start looking for a gal. Suddenly All those above excitements/feelings took a back seat or I would say vanished for a moment. I wanted to run from the question “what kind of gal I want”, but could not escape it for long. Though I have thought it in some broader lines, but now its high time to narrow it and reach out to every word.
I realized how would I decide in 1 hour or a day that she is the one. My belief in destiny caught in heavy fog. My excitement converted to fear. Fear in the sense, will I be able to choose the right gal, will she be able to choose the right boy, will she be able to make my home, will she be able to spread the love, will she be able to reciprocate my feelings. Damn!!! This is so tough, tougher than any examination.
With time, I realized so many process attached to arrange marriage. I wonder how would girl parents know that I am the right guy for their daughter in few moments of talk. Then return the destiny factor again. I realized, Man, this is luck, this is bluff.
I don’t want ’my’ gal to do any sort of compromises on pressure from her parents. I find it tough to think how would I say NO to a gal, how would I react when same happens to me. Suddenly, two voices comes from within me, dude, that’s a signal, just digest it optimistically, may be that’s not a perfect match, the other one say’s dude, you may get biased after this. And I don’t know whom to respect. Seriously wonder sometimes, I wish I could see my gal in my dreams.
My aim is not to scare anyone but just to know myself better after writing it.
All kind of misunderstandings can happen while anyone is involved in arrange marriage process. Since every sort of talk/communication from boy to girl or girl to boy travels long route. The key is to avoid it at first place or clear it by taking short route. Seriously I call arrange marriage an art and I wish everyone masters this art and get the right partner destined for him/her.
I have grown up with a belief that there is someone special made for every one. And I seriously wonder where she will be at this moment, what is she doing right now. I fall in love , though I have not seen her. I truly believe in an adage “love is blind”, but I have added some more words to it. “love is not only blind, but also deaf and dumb”
Sometimes I think, since god has made someone for everyone, how would I recognize her, will there be some sign, I mean some bells will ring in my ear, or some signals will be received in my brain (I cant escape from my techie lines). Will those feeling will be mutual. Will there be love at first sight? I felt excited by scratching my head and rubbing my brains on this topic.
D-day came when I said yes to my parents that they can start looking for a gal. Suddenly All those above excitements/feelings took a back seat or I would say vanished for a moment. I wanted to run from the question “what kind of gal I want”, but could not escape it for long. Though I have thought it in some broader lines, but now its high time to narrow it and reach out to every word.
I realized how would I decide in 1 hour or a day that she is the one. My belief in destiny caught in heavy fog. My excitement converted to fear. Fear in the sense, will I be able to choose the right gal, will she be able to choose the right boy, will she be able to make my home, will she be able to spread the love, will she be able to reciprocate my feelings. Damn!!! This is so tough, tougher than any examination.
With time, I realized so many process attached to arrange marriage. I wonder how would girl parents know that I am the right guy for their daughter in few moments of talk. Then return the destiny factor again. I realized, Man, this is luck, this is bluff.
I don’t want ’my’ gal to do any sort of compromises on pressure from her parents. I find it tough to think how would I say NO to a gal, how would I react when same happens to me. Suddenly, two voices comes from within me, dude, that’s a signal, just digest it optimistically, may be that’s not a perfect match, the other one say’s dude, you may get biased after this. And I don’t know whom to respect. Seriously wonder sometimes, I wish I could see my gal in my dreams.
My aim is not to scare anyone but just to know myself better after writing it.
All kind of misunderstandings can happen while anyone is involved in arrange marriage process. Since every sort of talk/communication from boy to girl or girl to boy travels long route. The key is to avoid it at first place or clear it by taking short route. Seriously I call arrange marriage an art and I wish everyone masters this art and get the right partner destined for him/her.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Lessons learned from cooking
its been almost 10 months in my cooking career.
the subject of my blog might be deceiving to u, ok let me make it clear in the starting itself. you might be thinking what could be these lessons learned ...ummmm...like
how much water you should put in wheat while you make chapati's/breads...or
how to make round chapati or proper way to cook chapati...or
how much chilli..salt...spices etc etc you should put while you make vegetable...and blah blah blah
well chill out......the lessons which i have learned arent transient, but everlasting, nonfading which every one of us might have experienced but may have given a cursory thought that time
This is for all Mom's : during my good/bad cooking days, i have learned, how difficult it is for a mother to provide a versatility in everyday menu, if sometime there is less salt, or more chilli or absence of spices, how we mood off and forgets the hard work behind the preparation. should we really behave like that, even we are also not perfect in our job. Even we, infact everyone needs motivation in our job, like mother needs appreciation when the food is fantastic or lil sad :) sometimes lil critic (though in a good sense).
I learned, what you can say experienced when sometime my chapati/bread's takes some country map, when i have no choice but to make maggi, when i have to go to hawker centre and purchase vegetables and decide the menu for a week or when i burn or cut my hand.
I strongly believe everyone should get their due credit, should keep their cool and from time to time motivate ur peer to get out of sometimes so called monotonous life :)
love u Mom :)
the subject of my blog might be deceiving to u, ok let me make it clear in the starting itself. you might be thinking what could be these lessons learned ...ummmm...like
how much water you should put in wheat while you make chapati's/breads...or
how to make round chapati or proper way to cook chapati...or
how much chilli..salt...spices etc etc you should put while you make vegetable...and blah blah blah
well chill out......the lessons which i have learned arent transient, but everlasting, nonfading which every one of us might have experienced but may have given a cursory thought that time
This is for all Mom's : during my good/bad cooking days, i have learned, how difficult it is for a mother to provide a versatility in everyday menu, if sometime there is less salt, or more chilli or absence of spices, how we mood off and forgets the hard work behind the preparation. should we really behave like that, even we are also not perfect in our job. Even we, infact everyone needs motivation in our job, like mother needs appreciation when the food is fantastic or lil sad :) sometimes lil critic (though in a good sense).
I learned, what you can say experienced when sometime my chapati/bread's takes some country map, when i have no choice but to make maggi, when i have to go to hawker centre and purchase vegetables and decide the menu for a week or when i burn or cut my hand.
I strongly believe everyone should get their due credit, should keep their cool and from time to time motivate ur peer to get out of sometimes so called monotonous life :)
love u Mom :)
Saturday, January 17, 2009
My Craziest Fantasy ....
well, everyone have various kinds of fantasies. like what they want to be and what they don't want to be. simply its to be or not to be. similarly everyone has right to think , to broaden his horizon to let the inlet of thoughts flow. may be in this exercise, sometime you met one of your wildest/craziest fantasy.
today i was thinking of my days when i was a child, crazy for cricket, TV, then i went to school then college, then suddenly something stopped me, in these past pictures, i recalled one fantasy which i thought when i was may be 15-16yr old. i dont know how would this sound to you, but believe me i was pretty serious and dedicated that time and was really looking forward to convert this fantasy into reality. i dont know what is the best way to explain it. ok let me try:
it was vacations, may be summer vacations. As ususal watching TV, doing some holidays homework and planning for some cricket match in the evening. for the first time in my life, i sit and heard patiently one full lesson of Bhagavad Gita and i find my inclination towards these things. i started watching Asa ram bapu etc (thats the only name i remember) satsang with my GrandMother. and thought that these guys are doing such a good work, in a way earning points in god diary. suddenly A thought flowed into my mind that why shdn't i pussue this field not for lifetime though. you wont believe but i decided that to earn some points in god diary, i'll take this field for an year and i'll repeat same lines what these ppl say, though in a different manner. i'd started learning some lines these sant mahatama speak and attract audience. I thought i'd take some religious/bhakti books from my grandmom and will just repeatedly speak in my daily avtar and will get accolades from crowd :)
and after 1 year, i'd pursue my professional career. and continue it.
now when i think of that day, i just laugh on myself. wow, what a weird infact what a crazy fantasy anyone can think of.
now see where i am now. its been almost 2.5 years since i graduated and stepped into corporate life and continuing......
I am sure its not that crazy, but surely its one of my crazy moment in my life.
today i was thinking of my days when i was a child, crazy for cricket, TV, then i went to school then college, then suddenly something stopped me, in these past pictures, i recalled one fantasy which i thought when i was may be 15-16yr old. i dont know how would this sound to you, but believe me i was pretty serious and dedicated that time and was really looking forward to convert this fantasy into reality. i dont know what is the best way to explain it. ok let me try:
it was vacations, may be summer vacations. As ususal watching TV, doing some holidays homework and planning for some cricket match in the evening. for the first time in my life, i sit and heard patiently one full lesson of Bhagavad Gita and i find my inclination towards these things. i started watching Asa ram bapu etc (thats the only name i remember) satsang with my GrandMother. and thought that these guys are doing such a good work, in a way earning points in god diary. suddenly A thought flowed into my mind that why shdn't i pussue this field not for lifetime though. you wont believe but i decided that to earn some points in god diary, i'll take this field for an year and i'll repeat same lines what these ppl say, though in a different manner. i'd started learning some lines these sant mahatama speak and attract audience. I thought i'd take some religious/bhakti books from my grandmom and will just repeatedly speak in my daily avtar and will get accolades from crowd :)
and after 1 year, i'd pursue my professional career. and continue it.
now when i think of that day, i just laugh on myself. wow, what a weird infact what a crazy fantasy anyone can think of.
now see where i am now. its been almost 2.5 years since i graduated and stepped into corporate life and continuing......
I am sure its not that crazy, but surely its one of my crazy moment in my life.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Another season of weekly starts :)
heya,
After a long time, i have thought to write, to pen down umpteen things, lets c how much i can recollect and make it interesting enuf to get ur attention till last :)
the weeklies had became the part of my Monday morning tea, can say a selfish act, to remain in touch with you and in a way feel like 'home away from home' with your replies. And now with the merger of ST network, it seems m thr, just near u, just look behind :) can see all happenings on intranet, can share bulky things instead of waiting anxiously to show u when i'll cm.
This time i found an amazing way to abate my Nostalgia. i remained glued to my Lappi and watched 6 movies in 6 days, nowadays wait with great alacrity for Roadies6.0, some daily soaps (dont tell any1 huh...nanana i wont tell which daily soaps) to get upload. i think now i can write a book on ' 101 ways to abate homesickness' .....lol
On weekdays time flee like anything, every work may it be small or big, i just postpone it to weekends :) , and on weekend, what i do.... complete my sleep.,just made a record, today i woke up at 2.30 in the afternoon, around 12.5 hrs neendia :). whenever i get up late in the morning, you know what is the excuse i make to myself "abhi to India me 12 hi baje honge (-02.30hrs) " :)
i am missing 'dilli di sardi'. here its like room temp climate thruout d yr. presently its monsoon out here. Finally after some 10 months we are going for outing next month, so getting into convivial mood. last week we had a christmas/new year party and as always me hapless guy got nothing in luckydraw :( . why me, why why why? there was ipod, nano, cam so many tempting gifts :(
i'd like to share small anecdote with u guys. when i was coming back to SGP, i planned to go to gym thrice a week and swimming in remaining 2 days on weekdays. but as i spent 1 week after i came back, i just abridged 1 day from gym and swimming, so gym 2 days and swimming 1 day,now its being 6 weeks here, have been to gym 1 day per week, and swimming is not even in picture. so gym 1 day and swimming duck/null/anda (0), also thought to jog every day in morning, but not even a single day i went for it. but u shd appreciate that, when i sleep i still fix a alarm to jog in morning :) though not following from last 5 weeks, may be 1 day....
I watched 2 much awaited movies of dis yr, dostana and RNBDJ, in theatre, though they were uploaded the same day but was worthed to spent S$13-14 to get some fresh air out of my confined place.
my fingers are still typing (tak tak tak), i can see it has already shaped into some project report :), so will give some break now.
hoping to catch up with u all thru this start of 2nd season of my weekly.
take care of yourself.
tab tak ke liye:
hum hai rahi pyar ke, phir milenge, chalte chalte.....hadeepa :)
After a long time, i have thought to write, to pen down umpteen things, lets c how much i can recollect and make it interesting enuf to get ur attention till last :)
the weeklies had became the part of my Monday morning tea, can say a selfish act, to remain in touch with you and in a way feel like 'home away from home' with your replies. And now with the merger of ST network, it seems m thr, just near u, just look behind :) can see all happenings on intranet, can share bulky things instead of waiting anxiously to show u when i'll cm.
This time i found an amazing way to abate my Nostalgia. i remained glued to my Lappi and watched 6 movies in 6 days, nowadays wait with great alacrity for Roadies6.0, some daily soaps (dont tell any1 huh...nanana i wont tell which daily soaps) to get upload. i think now i can write a book on ' 101 ways to abate homesickness' .....lol
On weekdays time flee like anything, every work may it be small or big, i just postpone it to weekends :) , and on weekend, what i do.... complete my sleep.,just made a record, today i woke up at 2.30 in the afternoon, around 12.5 hrs neendia :). whenever i get up late in the morning, you know what is the excuse i make to myself "abhi to India me 12 hi baje honge (-02.30hrs) " :)
i am missing 'dilli di sardi'. here its like room temp climate thruout d yr. presently its monsoon out here. Finally after some 10 months we are going for outing next month, so getting into convivial mood. last week we had a christmas/new year party and as always me hapless guy got nothing in luckydraw :( . why me, why why why? there was ipod, nano, cam so many tempting gifts :(
i'd like to share small anecdote with u guys. when i was coming back to SGP, i planned to go to gym thrice a week and swimming in remaining 2 days on weekdays. but as i spent 1 week after i came back, i just abridged 1 day from gym and swimming, so gym 2 days and swimming 1 day,now its being 6 weeks here, have been to gym 1 day per week, and swimming is not even in picture. so gym 1 day and swimming duck/null/anda (0), also thought to jog every day in morning, but not even a single day i went for it. but u shd appreciate that, when i sleep i still fix a alarm to jog in morning :) though not following from last 5 weeks, may be 1 day....
I watched 2 much awaited movies of dis yr, dostana and RNBDJ, in theatre, though they were uploaded the same day but was worthed to spent S$13-14 to get some fresh air out of my confined place.
my fingers are still typing (tak tak tak), i can see it has already shaped into some project report :), so will give some break now.
hoping to catch up with u all thru this start of 2nd season of my weekly.
take care of yourself.
tab tak ke liye:
hum hai rahi pyar ke, phir milenge, chalte chalte.....hadeepa :)
Monday, October 13, 2008
Week 25 -> Met King Khan this weekend
Hi All,
Hope u r fine , m doing good.
Just a very short weekly from my side this week.
Majorly, i'll focus on Zee carnival held yesterday (Sunday). I met SHAHRUKH KHAN, in singapore, well Man seriously he doesnt look 43 years old. he spoke few dialogues from his movies like bazzigar and DON and did a performance on DDLJ song. Apart from that, Sanjeev Kapoor (Khana khazan), Aditya narayan, Iqbal khan, kirti and sharad(TV Actors) and Raja hasan, Poonam (Saregamapa Singers) and last but not the least beautiful Annie (who sung 'Mahiya' from Awarapan) were also there. Raja sung 5-6 songs, wow, great singer man, trust me.
will send u pics n videos soon.
Apart from that I saw Hello, ok type movie, though i can recall what will be next in the movie, coz i have read One night at call centre novel.
Take care
cheers!!!
Hope u r fine , m doing good.
Just a very short weekly from my side this week.
Majorly, i'll focus on Zee carnival held yesterday (Sunday). I met SHAHRUKH KHAN, in singapore, well Man seriously he doesnt look 43 years old. he spoke few dialogues from his movies like bazzigar and DON and did a performance on DDLJ song. Apart from that, Sanjeev Kapoor (Khana khazan), Aditya narayan, Iqbal khan, kirti and sharad(TV Actors) and Raja hasan, Poonam (Saregamapa Singers) and last but not the least beautiful Annie (who sung 'Mahiya' from Awarapan) were also there. Raja sung 5-6 songs, wow, great singer man, trust me.
will send u pics n videos soon.
Apart from that I saw Hello, ok type movie, though i can recall what will be next in the movie, coz i have read One night at call centre novel.
Take care
cheers!!!
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